The day for our IUI is set guys…it’s this Sunday. I had my second ultrasound yesterday; my left ovary has 3 beautiful follicles, and my uterus is a picture of perfection. (the nurses words, not mine) My right ovary decided she was too tired to come to the party this month…I feel ya girl!
I take my trigger shot Friday night, and go in Sunday morning.
I am struggling a little bit with my feelings. I know in my head that I need to be positive. I know I should be saying out loud, proclaiming from the rooftops, that this WILL work. That we WILL get pregnant. But I can’t. I can’t bring myself to say those words out loud, because honestly, I don’t know that. I feel that by not saying those words I am protecting my heart a little bit.
I am also not by any means being negative about this whole journey. I would say I am more neutral. Not overly excited, because who really wants to go through all of this. On the other hand I am not NOT excited about it…if that makes any sense at all.
I’m just…neutral.
Anywho, I am probably confusing you guys. Welcome to my husbands world 😉 Gotta keep everyone on their toes, am I right?
So, I will leave you with a little humor for this Thursday morning!! Can’t let life get too serious now can we? 🙂
xoxo,
HP
Girl, I just posted about this today! The fear and battling it with positivity as we go into IUIx4. You got this, lady!
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We can do this!!!! Positive positive positive!!!!
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YES we can! I can’t wait to see your BFP post!
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