Just a little update

Hello my lovelies. I have been slightly MIA lately. I’ve missed you! I think it’s time for a little update on where we are. Not that you guys probably want to know. I guess it’s more for me 🙂 I need to say it out loud.

So, on the baby front. No, we aren’t pregnant. After the failed IUI in August, I honestly had no desire ever again to do any type of treatment. I still mostly feel that way. I have been really seeking the Lord on this one, and I am not feeling led to do any treatments in the foreseeable future. It was hard, it was emotional, it is not something I look forward to doing again. I know that a lot of people don’t understand that decision, and that is fine. I have spent a long time learning that I can’t please everyone. Let me assure you, this does not mean we don’t want a family just as much as everyone else. It’s just that my sanity, and my heart, can’t deal with that kind of pressure.

You guys that do this over and over again, I applaud you. You definitely have a strength inside of you that I haven’t tapped into yet.

So, that’s where we are. Waiting on the Lord. He knows our hearts, he knows our desires, and we have to stand confident in that.

“Yet I am confident I will see the Lord’s goodness while I am here in the Land of the Living. Wait patiently for the Lord. Be brave and courageous. Yes, wait patiently for the Lord.” Psalm 27:13-14

“Be still before the Lord and wait patiently for Him.” Psalm 37:7

Have a happy Thursday!!

xoxo
HP

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2 thoughts on “Just a little update

  1. myendofertilityjourney says:

    You have to do what is right for you 😉 don’t listen to anyone else. Glad you are making the call to what’s best for you right now! Your decision may change in the future but you will cross that road when it’s time 😉

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  2. RJ says:

    Glad you’re doing the right thing for YOU! Sometimes we get so wrapped up in the end result that we forget to evaluate how we are feeling about treatments and life in general. It’s so great that you’re doing this. Best wishes to you.

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