Do you ever feel like you’re just over it? Like you just want to be done with all of it? Like you just don’t understand why you have to go through all of this?
Confession, that’s how I feel.
I. don’t. want. to. freaking. do. this. anymore.
I have been patient. I have searched. I have waited. I have told my story. I have been strong. I have been weak. I have been honest. I have been joyful. I have been sad. I have been at peace. I have been anxious.
I just want to be me again.
The past two days I have been questioning so much. What am I doing wrong? Why us? What did they do right?
You know what else happened the past two days? I have received the same answer on two different occasions. And this is what it is:
“You are the light of the world. A city on top of a hill that can’t be hidden. Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a basket. Instead, they put it on a lamp stand, and it shines on all who are in the house. In the same way, let your light shine before people, so they can see the good things you do and praise your Father who is in heaven.” Matthew 5:15-16
I am here for a reason. I am in this season for a reason. I have to shine His light.
I have one of my favorite verses printed out and taped to my monitor in front of me, just in case I need a reminder that He is working.
“Now to Him who is able to do IMMEASURABLY MORE than all we ask or imagine, by His power that is at work within us. To Him be the glory in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, forever and ever. Amen.” Ephesians 3:20-21.
He’s working. He’s got this.
I hope you guys have a great Monday!!!!